The Man on the circle Floating Trail
isolating is my path
solitude is my destination
I walk in circles
footsteps in my shadows
darkness covers my doubts.
I am not sorrow
I have sorrows
The shadows of sorrow trail me
Always, one step ahead of me.
In the midst of the circle,
Codependency,
blowings winds of favor at me.
Pushing me back, encourage me further.
the shadows of death entail me, at my every step.
If I wouldn’t niche my forward,
I might fall and break my neck.
The room once pure as white,
went blue then darkness turned red.
Commanding voices forced down my eyes, ensnaring my vision,
as I look up to the great grey sky,
flakes of thoughts, that have entered the mind.
Raining down chaos, sprites lighten up,
the room turning darker, another battle began.
A walk around the self, on This narrow floating trail,
Golden flames of malice feeding Thorns out of the deep.
Grows to block luster, as I try to take a peek.
As the shadows of thoughts force their way through my mind.
Paralyzing torment that shuts the eye.
A Nightmare from within.
As the thorn sweeps around my legs, dragging me further to sin.
Wrapped around the spine, finding their way in.
Crushing the lungs and piercing the hearth.
Brought down to the knees, gasping for love.
The cold breeze of wind, and a warmth from within,
waking me up from the cold sweat of fear.
still standing tall, and firm on my feet.
As I look over my shoulders, the center still flickering.
good-fruit-seed
This seed out of a lemon,
A lemon I just peeled,
Already sprouting from within,
thought th(e) skin yet to have been peeled and th fruit not having been eaten
th(e) seed wants to live, Live so much that et’s starts sprouting already.
Like a baby even in th mothers womb, always wanting to grow.
Growing towards th light,
I want to come to Life, mama I want to come to life.
PSALMS 47:22 “But YAHUAH will never leave off his mercy, neither shall any of his works perish, neither will he abolish the posterity of his elect, and the SEED of him that LOVEs him he will not take away: wherefore he gave a remnant unto Ya’aqov, and out of him a root unto David.”
In love and light
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Waarom?-Daarom
Waarom?
Zielen die samen zweren,
Of possesions van avatars,
Die Denigrerende en minachtende.
Omdat ik niet word vertrouwt?
Eet voer uit de handen van andere,
Kattenbrokken,
Geen vrouw met krans voor mij.
Wasp.
ik werd gehaat voor ik was geboren.
Fuck wie ik vroeger was.
Daarom.
-Tobhyas
Dualistic Uni song: Another loop, that could or couldn’t break to spiral at the end.
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Dying synergy
Eenzaamheid,
is een stervende synergy,
vlammen van denk processen en
levende beelden die doven uit.
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